Foolish Kid

Sitting here struggling through the pile of homework infront of me. Listening to old Westlife songs (corny and cheesy I know but seriously who can hear this song and not start to cry?) It just reminds me of old things I'd rather just forget. But homework is bloody boring and so I just started to entertain myself by reading old diaries which in turn read to me putting on an old Westlife record I once owned. Nowadays I basically only listen to indie music but before (when I was around 13-15) I only listened to corny love songs, and now everytime I hear one of them old memories pop up. Reminded of being young and feeling so in love that when the feeling was suddenely not requited anymore it felt like the heart was breaking in pieces. Nowadays I'm stronger and I never allow myself to open up enough to get hurt but listening to these old songs is bringing me back to the vulnerable little girl I once was.